Worthless

In my mind
Twisted and blind
You seek a girl
From another world
Yet here all you will find
Is my mind, blank like stone

In my arms
Cold and lonely
You seek warmth
From another soul
Yet the only Warmth
Is my bitterness, only cold

In my love
All nothingness
You wish it all
From my only heart
Yet there is nothing
That is there to love another

In my soul
Alone but free
You wish a soul mate
To live with forever
Yet all you can find
Is my worthlessness

I die today
A soul never found
A spirit never quite free...