I feel hollow throughout my chest, your love is potent
If I am at peace lay me to rest, the sky breaks open

The sun is so dark
When it’s my light
This body
Is cold

I feel empty, I feel nothing inside
I feel tired, I fear we’ve died

I was never here, I was never yours
...just remember...I made you...
You scripted my life, you watched me cry
...just remember...you used to love me...


Sometimes I feel sad
Don’t try to make it better
The abuse makes me feel loved
I want you to love me forever

Sing Me A Lullaby
Beat Me And Watch Me Cry
Leave Me In Infinity
This Emptiness Is Becoming Me

I hold myself and I feel numb within
Caress me and there’s nothing on my skin
I cut flesh to feel the pain go away
You love me, but I know you won’t stay

My only beliefs have contradicted me

I see the faces looking so pretty (it will never be me)
The only perfection is finding a flaw (it will never be me)
This life is just perverted incest (it’s everything I am)
I need to find my God (it doesn’t want me here)

Every kiss is so fake, it has to be a dream
When I awake, I know you’ll be leaving me